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Hazama || Yūki Terumi ([personal profile] snakesuit) wrote in [community profile] princeship2012-08-17 08:30 pm

Fifty Shades of Green Ω Locked to [personal profile] failazure

It's slow.

Really, really, slow.

And boring.

Separately, these things wouldn't be of any consequence to Hazama, but combined... well. There was only so much he could do to keep himself distracted, which may or may not include terrorizing the newest batch of NOL officers, fresh from graduation day and green in more ways than one. You'd think they'd have learned by now not to hover around him like a pack of dogs waiting for a bone, but alas. Hard to teach a puppy new tricks, or some shit like that.

After sending away the last boring square off on some mission to find the hair of a gremlin ("no, it exists, trust me -- are you really going to disobey the orders of a superior officer, hm?"), Hazama reclined lazily in his seat and propped his feet up on his desk. Slow days were the worst. There was almost nothing to do to keep him from tearing his hair out and, seeing as how he liked his hair, that was saying something about the state of his boredom.

Hazama glanced briefly at the clock. He ran through a specific lieutenant's schedule in his head, and with a small curve of his lips leaned forward and hit the button on his intercom.

"Paging Miss Noel Vermillion... Miss Noel Vermillion, please report to Captain Hazama's office ASAP. That's as soon as possible, I repeat, as soon. As. Possible."

more like fifty shades of moe

[personal profile] failazure 2012-08-18 04:12 am (UTC)(link)
Today was boring. While the Intelligence Department was stuck with giving orientation to newcomers, here Noel was, stuck to her desk with the paperwork stacked high to the ceiling. As another secretary dropped off yet another load, the lieutenant knew this was going to be another boring day... paperwork after excruciating paperwork. Why couldn't things be more exciting?

As if one cue, the voice of a certain someone blared through the intercom. Noel nearly dropped her pen (ah! one splotch of ink could have damaged that document!), eyes darting to the device hanging from the wall.

That was Captain Hazama's voice, calling for her of all people--and on this day, no less. Noel very carefully put down her pen, parting the stray hair that obstructed her vision and casting her eyes back down. What was this all about? What did he want from her? ...oh, she had an idea... maybe.

--No. No, of course not. He was busy with all of the newcomers! Clearly this had to have been some other work-related inquiry or something, but even then... Noel wasn't thinking of the silly issues of whatever water-drainage maintenance she had to sign and stamp any longer.

Quietly excusing herself, she left her office, making sure not to catch her superior's attention. Who was she kidding, though? Captain Hazama just had to send the message out to everyone, didn't he? --Ah, there she goes again! Work, work!

Head full of denial, the lieutenant trekked through the halls and corridors of the HQ, and when she finally reached the door that was plainly labeled "Captain Hazama, Intelligence," it took her only a few hesitant moments before her hand reached out to knock.

Anyone there?

>8C

[personal profile] failazure 2012-08-20 07:35 am (UTC)(link)
Throughout all of her whole two years of service, Noel could never quite understand Captain Hazama. To her defense, she was not alone; to put it simply, he was a strange man in more ways than one. There were those who held a certain fascination of him from a distance... others turned their heel when they caught sight of him. A controversial individual, indeed.

And Noel, a simple, lowly lieutenant, had somehow found herself involved with him in ways that could probably get herself fired.

It's no surprise, then, after surveying the mess of a desk, that she would react so poorly to those words. Well, not poor, per se, but after such a slow day the lieutenant wasn't ready for such forwardness. If that's what he was referring to, anyway.

Noel blinked a few times, as if attempting to blink back the growing heat spreading across her features and failing miserably. Hazama was hard to read, to be sure. Noel couldn't help but wonder if, maybe, that's not what he meant at all. Maybe, even, he only worded it in such a way to garner a reaction from her. Of course! She was onto him.

"L-Let's see, um..." Noel stammered out the words. This was the sort of thing where she had to think quick, lest she made a bigger fool out of herself. What was on the agenda today?

"Oh, of course!" She nodded to him, regaining her momentary loss-of-good-posture and attempting to keep the conversation semi-professional. "I've heard that the Intelligence Department has been helping the new officers get settled. Do..."

She shifted nervously from her spot.

"Do you require any assistance?"

[personal profile] failazure 2012-08-25 04:06 am (UTC)(link)
She frowned slightly at that backhanded statement. Was that really necessary of him? Actually, was this entire meeting necessary? Noel had her suspicions, but the longer time passed, the more she began to question even that. Of course, that all changed when the matter of the new recruits came to full-circle.

Either simple-minded or simply way too trusting, Noel did not expect anything out of the ordinary from such an explanation, but when it came to Hazama, there never was anything ordinary about him. With the list outstretched and in her line of sight, the lieutenant leaned in and scrutinized the piece of paper.

Whatever front of professionalism she had was now gone, replaced with a stuttering mess of a girl who wanted to believe this was some cruel joke.

"Wh-What-- Is this!?" Blushing and panicky and all kinds of embarrassed, she somehow managed to squeak out the words. This had to have been a violation of something -- anything!

"C-Captain, you're not..." She looks between him and the sheet, her countenance anything but amused. "This isn't for real, is it? Please tell me you're joking!"

[personal profile] failazure 2012-08-25 08:13 pm (UTC)(link)
If there was a fanclub dedicated to her, Noel has never heard of it; nor would she even believe it. To the lieutenant, Hazama was only finding ways to get under her skin -- and oh, was it working (not that this was difficult in the first place, but).

Needless to say, Noel had always tried to be a good secretary, even if at times she would constantly find herself slipping behind. If not for the certain abilities that had her outmatch countless others, surely the NOL would have let her go long before. This was different. So very different and way outside her comfort zone, superiority be damned.

"I'm sorry, but," she's not even sure how to react -- was this really for real? "M-My job description didn't cover these sort of errands. You'll have to find someone else, Captain!"
Edited 2012-08-25 20:14 (UTC)

[personal profile] failazure 2012-08-25 09:45 pm (UTC)(link)
He was really going to assign someone else on this 'mission'? His words, along with the fact that he would undoubtedly send another poor secretary out to purchase books containing questionable content, left Noel with a strong sense of guilt. If only she were more perceptive, then maybe she could see through this little ruse of his and speak up.

What was she getting herself into?

"Okay!" She spoke suddenly seconds before he could call for a substitute. You win, Captain. "I... I'll do it -- but this is hardly appropriate!" Averting her eyes to the ground, her blush deepened. Had she really just agreed to this?

[personal profile] failazure 2012-08-26 01:14 am (UTC)(link)
"That won't be needed," she spoke hastily, quickly snatching the reading list off of the captain's desk and giving it a look-through. "Inner Goddess XX"? "Barebacked"? What were these things!? Noel couldn't fight back how nervous she already felt, much to Hazama's amusement.

It's for that reason, too, that she began to inch to the door, shoving the paper into her pocket. No need to attract anymore unwanted attention outside.

"N-Now, if you'll excuse me...!" When the blonde came close enough, she turned her heel and nearly flung herself out and away from the stifling atmosphere.

Too bad, indeed, because it would be another hour before the captain would hear from her again.

[personal profile] failazure 2012-08-26 01:40 am (UTC)(link)
She had come in with a bang on the door, none-too-amused with the surprise turn of events. Noel should have known that this would have been the case, but with the day coming to an end and paperwork that still needed attending to, the higher-ups were not going to be happy with her. The steadily-growing annoyance could be seen on her demeanor, even in the dim lights. And thankfully so, those eyes of his wouldn't scare her much, either.

Noel had already been witness to them countless times.

The door slamming closed, she marched over to her superior. Her hands reached into the pocket of her attire and fished out the now-crumbled remains of his so-called reading list, practically slamming it down the table.

"You know exactly what happened, Captain Hazama!" Full name and everything -- she was nowhere near happy. Not even slightly annoyed. No. Noel was mad. "The store had been closed hours ago. You sent me out for no reason, and I still have a ton of paperwork that needs to get done by tomorrow!"

She could get in so much trouble, but would he care? Of course not.
Edited 2012-08-26 01:40 (UTC)

[personal profile] failazure 2012-08-26 02:03 am (UTC)(link)
Her barrage ended as quickly as it began, his words sounding reason. Noel wished it were a surprise, but the captain always, always found a way to one-up everything she did and said.

"That's... I was only--!" She stammered, unable to bring up a retort quickly enough. The day was coming to the close, there were unfinished documents sitting in a giant heap back in her office, and now the captain was going to leave the mess he'd made behind.

That was hardly fair. Or was this another bluff?

"Going to sleep? You're really going to leave this issue like this!?" Noel could hardly believe his carelessness of the situation, and how his actions were indirectly endangering her career. Did he honestly not care?

[personal profile] failazure 2012-08-26 02:40 am (UTC)(link)
"Lunch has nothing to do with this!" At this point, she couldn't help but feel as though her were teasing it. Who was anyone to tell her otherwise? After all, Noel had always been one of his very favorites to poke at besides, say, Jin. And even then, it seemed to Noel that he was never as ruthless to him as he was to her. Or maybe it was because she reciprocated it more... sans negatively.

Even so, the whole situation was weirder than normal. Having her purchase erotic novels for the new recruits was one thing. Being possibly the last one in the building with the captain was another, and it was for this that Noel began to feel suddenly awkward -- nevermind the fact that her personal space was being taken away by the sudden closeness proximity. Gulping slightly, she shuddered away, feeling suddenly... aware.

Oh, but what was she thinking? There were other matters of important that needed to be taken care of here! Here and now!

"I'll have you know, Captain, that I was very hard at work before you called for me," she nods informatively. "It's going to take forever to get finished -- at the very least, you could... you could tell the higher-ups that you required my assistance if I'm overdue!"

It was reasonable enough, wasn't it? After all, it was this order of his that caused her to get held up.

[personal profile] failazure 2012-08-26 03:05 am (UTC)(link)
She stared conspicuously at him, both interpreting and failing. Noel was never the greatest at guessing-games, as one would imagine, which now lead her into a weird position. Somewhere in that head of his, Hazama was plotting; what was would be something she would need to figure out.

Noel blinked back the dim light that spilled across the room, her green eyes now practically glowing with curiosity. Apprehension, maybe, because it was times like these that made her not-so fond of the captain.

The clock was ticking. If she wanted payment for his actions, she would now need to offer something up in exchange.

"I..."

But what would Hazama want?

"I'll give you a week's worth of lunch!"

...it was a start.

[personal profile] failazure 2012-08-26 03:40 am (UTC)(link)
Noel would snap back at him in her usual little way, but there was an unspoken balance of power being played, she knew. For once, she needed to be on his good side. How, she still wasn't sure, but though she could run back while she still could there was something about this ordeal that the blonde found necessary.

Even if this was still only a game for him. Feeling nervous, Noel wasn't sure how much more she could guess at this before he finally gave up and left. What was it, then? Getting lunch for him? No. That was redundant. Taking care of all of his paperwork? Yeah, right; she'd rather die.

...make him a homecooked meal?

Come on, Noel. Food wasn't on his mind.

There was a negative connotation to everything her thoughts suggested, and in the end... there was nothing she could comfortably suggest. Which only left one thing.

"Then..." She took in a deep breath, preparing herself for the brunt of his words. "What do you want, sir?"

[personal profile] failazure 2012-08-26 04:22 am (UTC)(link)
Her eyes darted to the wall facing her left, barely holding in her piece of mind concerning those words. Must he always talk to her like that -- like she was an idiot? Sure, she had her moments, but didn't everyone?

Slowly, however, she regained just enough of her composure to trail her gaze back to him, only to be met face-to-face with him.

She held her breath.

It was like being held in a testing room, or sitting in the chair at an interview. Her mind reeled with a billion thoughts, but Noel couldn't reach out and pick the correct one out of the million others. The lieutenant noted the time; even now, Major Kisaragi must have left his office at this point. Time was stalling, and the lieutenant was certain now that she wouldn't be resting now. She was trapped -- a mouse in the snake's cage.

Whereas the captain was nonchalant and relaxed, Noel was painfully quiet as she considered his words.

"...I can't read your mind," she finally spoke. "What if I get it wrong a dozen more times?"

[personal profile] failazure 2012-08-26 05:33 am (UTC)(link)
"Morning," she corrected him. "Tomorrow morning."

Six on the dot was her deadline. Her higher-ups had been merciful earlier in the day and granted her a small extension, but now it felt like even that wouldn't even be enough. There was no hiding the steady confusion that began to twist in her features, however. Not 'lieutenant,' or even 'miss'? Hearing only her name escape the captain's lips left a certain strangeness. This was alien to their usual encounters, and Hazama could see that knowledge creep up her countenance. Though the implications still managed to somehow fly over her head.

Feeling she would begin to sweat at the realization (tomorrow morning--), the situation was growing even more dire for Noel. That was no time for these games, and she would make it clear for the captain.

"Can't you drop a hint? Anything, please?" Noel pleaded with him, taking a step in his direction. "I don't have any time. I can't stand here all night and guess at what you want from me, s-so...!"
Edited 2012-08-26 05:36 (UTC)

[personal profile] failazure 2012-08-26 09:03 pm (UTC)(link)
Instinctively, her hands reached out to touch the sides of her thighs at the mere mention of her buxom. "You don't have to say it like that!" She chided him, her mood clearly worsening with each passing minute of this -- as though he were putting her on display to be laughed at for his own benefit.

The lieutenant began to feel strange, and as her hands slid off her curves and reached for her chest, Noel looked at the only place she could feel somewhat comfortable at gazing at -- her boots. His words resonated in her mind, as though the missing pieces of a puzzle were finally beginning to fit, slowly but surely.

"Something... only I can give you?" Noel repeated his words, eyes widening ever so slightly. Very clearly, those words held a certain meaning behind them -- a meaning that may have been too intimate for Noel's liking, and it showed as a blush began to steadily creep up on her cheeks.

Her eyes darted back to him. "Y-You don't mean--?"

[personal profile] failazure 2012-08-27 02:54 am (UTC)(link)
He was right. Making another glance at the clock, time began to feel as though it were going faster than it meant to. If she couldn't get all of that paperwork done in time, then she would surely be done for. Not wanting to face the wrath of the higher-ups or even, say, Major Kisaragi, it was almost like she had no other option.

Honestly, it wouldn't be that bad, would it? Just one time. One little thing. That was all. Even if, of all people, it had to be Captain Hazama.

He would guarantee the protection of her position, however. Isn't that what mattered? Lips pursed, and after a few agonizing moments of their little stand-off, she took a few cautious steps forward; there wasn't much that kept the two at a distance, anyway.

"You... You promise?"
Edited 2012-08-27 02:56 (UTC)

[personal profile] failazure 2012-08-28 07:20 am (UTC)(link)
Of all the things she had expected to do today, this wasn't one of them. Do paperwork, file paperwork, send paperwork, grab something tasty to eat after work... no, standing in the dark with Captain Hazama and preparing to do something she'd never quite done before wasn't one of them.

Noel could feel her heart racing beneath her skin at the mere thought of it. Some of her hesitance toward the notion was the fact that it was the captain she would undoubtedly do this to -- most of it, of course, was her obvious inexperience. Maybe, just maybe, Noel could have used this opportunity to run back to her office and get the work done as fast as humanly possible, but.

"Tick tock, Miss Vermillion..."

It was only a fleeting moment, and in her frustration of being unable to reach the decision, she haphazardly pulled the band-aid. Quick yet oh-so unsmooth, the lieutenant hoisted herself on her toes and planted one small kiss on the captain's cheek before hastily pulling away.

There. Was he happy, she wondered? This was what he meant, right?

And yet, she couldn't find the words to confirm it with him. Noel instead finally garnered the courage to look at him again, eyes wide in some terrible mixture of embarrassment and hope.

Well?

[personal profile] failazure 2012-08-28 07:51 am (UTC)(link)
"...huh?"

She blinked once, then twice. Disbelief pooled and wrenched at her stomach, and Noel quickly found herself in a bad, bad position; a position she'd naively walked right into, little she knew, as her mouth gaped open and stuttered whatever nonsensical words she could throw at Hazama.

"No-- I wasn't-- I was only-- Thought-- What!?" The lieutenant stammered, shakily stepping back and away from the captain. "B-But I thought that's what you were asking for!"

As though it made everything better, really. Note: it didn't, and the realization had already made her feel guilty enough. Already on the verge of tears, she continued to reason with him.

"I'm so sorry, Captain! Please, don't report anything! We can... We can pretend this never happened!"
Edited 2012-08-28 08:02 (UTC)

[personal profile] failazure 2012-08-30 04:47 am (UTC)(link)
Hazama had really outdone himself; surely, this was blackmail, and Noel herself could run to the board for help, but in the end who was it that had more power? Not her, if there was ever any confusion. Realizing this, too, Noel couldn't help but feel trapped, frozen in fear as she was gradually forced into something she wasn't so keen on doing in the first place.

The lieutenant frowned, knowing full-well that she had taken his bait -- that it was now him who held the balance between saving her position or getting her removed from the NOL. It wasn't as if she could simply walk out, either -- she needed this career. She knew he knew; otherwise, why else would he have brought her biggest weakness into this?

Bringing her mother and father into this... it was true. If Noel was fired, there would be nothing left for them. Things would return to how they originally were, and with how her father was in such a poor condition, Noel couldn't afford it. Hazama knew, and was reaping it for his own benefit.

A moment passed as she considered his words.

"...how do I know this isn't just another trick?" She quietly asked him, wanting to be sure. Perhaps it was the dim light of the lamp that made his figure more intimidating than usual, and it showed as her nerves stood on end. "That you're going to hold that against me, too?"
Edited 2012-08-30 04:55 (UTC)

[personal profile] failazure 2012-09-01 02:34 am (UTC)(link)
It was a bluff. That was what she wanted to believe, even as he turned his back on her and she felt that sense of desperation within her claw at itself. Logic told her one thing, but her feelings said otherwise.

Then again, when it came to the captain, Noel never knew what to expect. This very well may have been serious -- he was really going to report her for something she would never think of doing, especially not to Hazama.

But her job. Her family. Noel was practically the only thing keeping everything within that household stable financially. It all rested on her, and if she were to lose it all now to this and even dishonor the Vermillion name ever further--

No... I can't let that happen!

"Don't do it!" Noel interjected, stepping toward Hazama. "I'll take up your deal, so please, don't... um, d-don't... report what happened."

Already, the lieutenant could feel her nerves standing on end. Of all the things, she was actually agreeing to kissing Hazama. Not just a simple peck on the kiss, either -- a real one.

Noel was blushing at the mere thought of it. Why her? Why was he interested in having her kiss him? Weren't there more qualified people for the job?

There wasn't much time to think about this. Thinking was bad. Captain Hazama was a weird individual who obsessed over eggs and never opens his eyes; never once did Noel feel romantically for the guy. Maybe if he were nicer, then -- oh, would her mind just shut up, please!? The quicker the act, the better! If a kiss would save her parents from potential financial troubles, then so be it!

"Just-- Just turn around already!"
Edited 2012-09-01 06:48 (UTC)

[personal profile] failazure 2012-09-13 02:06 am (UTC)(link)
She had already agreed to kiss him, but the sudden twist in the contract threw Noel through a loop; one that she would not be able to break free from now, she realized. The heated change of the atmosphere left her momentarily stunned, and she found it difficult now, of all times, to make any sort of retort as the finger grazed her cheek. The leer sent waves of shivers down her spine--

That was when Noel realized that Captain Hazama was even more intimidating when he felt like being intimate.

"Something more?" The blonde practically squeaked out, her eyes never once leaving his as she was helplessly led to the edge of his work desk. No matter where she was now in this room, she was trapped. Trapped, and with no escape in sight -- with no one to really blame but herself. Her backside against the wood, Noel pressed up against it as far as she could. What with Hazama quickly closing in on her, the reality of the situation was finally beginning to hit her; that reality being that she really had no idea what she was getting herself into. Clearing her throat, she continued.

"What are you talking about?" Strange. It was getting harder for her to talk much louder. Maybe it had something to do with a certain green-haired individual getting in her face. "I... I don't know what you're..."
Edited 2012-09-13 02:09 (UTC)

[personal profile] failazure 2012-09-29 05:25 am (UTC)(link)
"Ah..." She whimpered in response to his words, as though she was seriously considering whether or not it did make the situation any easier. Honestly? No. But for now, she could pretend it did to make this awkward transition any easier. All of it felt too surreal and sudden, but the lieutenant couldn't help but wonder if there really wasn't any need to worry, and the one overreacting was Noel herself -- Captain Hazama seemed completely at ease. Then again... no, nevermind.

Soothing as those words were (Soothing?), and though she continued to reason with herself, nothing prepared the lieutenant for the feel of wandering hands. Sliding across the fabric of her outfit and feeling down to her curves -- there was something both horrible and good about that touch that made Noel shiver. With nowhere else to go to, she made a haphazard effort to cling onto the man, her mind pooling with all sorts of thoughts as that already apparent blush made it look almost as if Hazama was holding a human-shaped cherry.

If I get it over with now... will it end quicker?

She continued to squirm uncomfortably from under him, breath held as she tried to reach some sort of decision. Like she had much choice at this point. Taking another peak up at his face and deducing he must have had his eyes closed, the grip she already had on his shirt grew even tighter.

"P-Please," She made one last second attempt to plead with him. "Don't do anything weird!"

And that was the last thing Noel uttered before shutting her eyes tight, leaning up and (awkwardly) pressing her lips against Hazama's.
Edited 2012-09-29 18:02 (UTC)

[personal profile] failazure 2012-10-05 04:07 am (UTC)(link)
If only she knew, indeed.

Cute, little Noel Vermillion didn't know a thing about love. As Hazama held her this close -- so close that it almost felt suffocating -- Noel couldn't help but wonder if there some sort of meaning behind this. A meaning she hadn't quite yet realized.

As their lips parted, moving fervently, and sweet whispers prickling her ears, her heart grew heavy. It didn't truly hit her, not really; that up to this point she'd never been kissed before. She'd never experienced this sort of intimacy, innocent though it may seem. It wasn't the same as her parents kissing her goodnight. It wasn't the same as Makoto creeping into her bed for some platonic cuddling because she looked so "lonely". This was... different. Maybe, for that reason, Noel desperately wanted to trust Hazama just this once. Hope that these actions were for some greater good in his mind.

Noel was lost. Those very same actions that were being thrust upon her left her feeling lost in her own thoughts. The movement of her lips seemed almost mechanical against his own, complying with every little instruction of movement -- like a puppet on strings.

And somehow, as crazy as it seemed, she couldn't help but consider this notion being not as horrifying as she originally suspected. Even in the stifling darkness that surrounded the pair, the arms that secured her against their owner made her feel strangely... safe.

Were her thoughts betraying her? Was Noel that sick for something other than the lifeless interaction she dealt with on a daily basis in the office?

It was not until she felt the very same hand that had her feeling safe move lower and lower that she snapped out of the conflicting thoughts. Again, she began to feel hopelessly unsure. Yet, despite wanting to protest, Hazama seemed rather persistent in shutting her up.

She nearly jumped out of his hold at the feeling of cold fingertips curling around the warmth of her thigh. Noel's eyes shot open, darting around nervously as she began to tug at his clothing. No, no! This is too fast! would be something she would say if she could actually speak.

[personal profile] failazure 2012-10-10 04:08 am (UTC)(link)
The loud crash that used to be Hazama's paperwork garners no trust from Noel; on the contrary, the captain should have realized that such a brash action would produce the sort of response Noel was characterized with -- that is, the small shriek and the jump into the nearest person she could reach for; in this case, Hazama. She couldn't see for herself, but the sudden change in lighting was enough to give her an idea what had occurred behind them, all washed away momentarily as their kiss was suddenly deepened; further and further they went, and Noel wasn't so sure how much more of this she could actually handle.

It was all very ridiculous. Two and two hadn't yet been put together, and Noel was certain the act of destroying his entire workload it was some ploy to make her afraid. Perhaps it was, in fact, but as he hoisted her up onto the now barren desk, she began to have second thoughts.

Noel wasn't stupid, either. Not entirely. His hands reaching for places that should have been strictly off-limits was one thing, but the sudden disaster of paperwork on the floor and those glowing eyes and leering smile that already made her feel exposed was like a red-alert sounding off in her head.

Silly as it was, the lieutenant still wanted to believe this wasn't leading in a direction she absolutely wasn't prepared for. And she wasn't prepared. Absolutely not. Hazama was the last person she ever wanted to do this with! He was rude, intimidating, weird, and any other negative adjective someone could come up with for the green-haired captain! So then, why did the thought of going even further make her so curious?

His lips glides across her own once more, and in that instance she shudders, the heat surrounding her face intensifying by the second. Bad decisions were going to be made, she realized after the fact that she had nearly reached for it again on impulse. Very, very bad decisions.

"H-How would you feel?" She tried to feign, because Noel Vermillion certainly never was an open book to be easily read, no sir. "I've never done this before... you would feel all weird, too!"

[personal profile] failazure 2012-10-19 06:06 am (UTC)(link)
Too much was happening at once; for Noel, at least, it felt like a sudden influx of sensory overload. Though she more than likely didn't understand the true meaning of the phrase, surely what the captain was doing to her was close to it. His touch, his voice, his scent -- even his taste -- it was almost too much for her to take in. Her obvious inexperience was to blame; the simple touches of his hand to her cheek, and the squeeze of her thighs -- it was all driving her mad with a sense of want, but she was still too shy and quite too embarrassed to ever openly admit that what he was doing was feeling good.

"I..." She trailed off, a wince and some strange noise she's never heard escape her lips as his mouth glided along her neck. Her breathing hitched, and Noel found herself grabbing at Hazama again as he continued to give her more and more of what she was beginning to like. Had her neck always been so sensitive?

"I--" Come on, Noel. Breathe. "--D-Don't... ask things like that...!"

Her voice sounded weak. And very quickly she, too, was becoming physically weak herself. Had it not been for her position on the desk, her legs would have given out by now and Captain Hazama would have to deal with an incompetent officer at his feet (not that he would mind at this point).

The sad truth of the matter was that she didn't know how to answer. Noel was neither a total prude nor completely dense of how her body worked; the question of what she's done only helped to make her feel guilty, and as far as she was concerned there was no way she would ever honestly answer such a thing.

So maybe she was a bit of a prude.

"Let's just," it was more of a whimper than a command, the way she worded it. "Keep, um..."

Miraculously, she managed to move herself away from those enticing lips... only to reach down again and capture them for herself once more. In a manner that was almost unlike herself, she reached out, eyes scrunching shut uncomfortably as she wrapped her arms around his shoulders. Like this, right? Anything but having to answer to him.